I have been wondering about this for over a year now, how I handle friendships and relationships with my girlfriends. To be honest, it all started after Somdatta and I split our ways in 2004. This BPO industry did gave me a job while I was in college, a decent paycheck now and the satisfaction of being monitarily independent since I was 20, but it did took away a lot from me. Now, when I say me I mean, typical behaviourial traits that were uniwue to my character. I have figured I have become less frenetic, more sober, a whole lot diplomatic and though now I speak more and mingle with just about anybody, I became more introvert than I ever was. I have also become a whole lot less sensible to the sentiments and emotions of people who actually care and think about me. This is sad, infact I hate my current state of affairs. Unfortunately I have been resting on my lazy ass and doing absolutely nothing about it. The consecutive splitups with Somdatta and recently Monika left me wondering and I think I am about do something about it, hopefully!