My mom is telling me to stay away from relationships, may be she is right, afterall she knows me too well, almost! Monika and I splitup 'cause of so-called family problems from her family. This was a mutually agreed dialogue conveyed to both common and uncommon friends and family. Tell you what, that was utter bullshit. I take the onus of the split on me, not entirely but yes mostly! My tenure in the BPOs have been a terribly underachieving period in my life, this has even made me feel inferior to my peers. The gigantic mistake I made by leaving Wipro was just like the icing on the cake, I am stuck in a shit-hole, seems like a nightmare came true. Why I am not leaving my current company ? Well, the same hesitance have hold me back, somebody needs to come in my life, kick my ass real hard and wake me up, high hopes you see. Now, which level headed girl would actually risk going against her family and religion for an underacheiving, moody, uninspirational, insecure futured call centre agent like me ? I do respect Monika and her feelings, but heck, we were best friends too and she should have put it across in a more sensitive manner. I mean not over a fucking one hour phone call and confusing the shit out of a hapless me. I dont know what made her think I am not serious about the realtionship but thats how it stands, I am single again and this is the bottomline.